Mood:
I feel like I'm invisible...no one really sees the really me!? I'm always having to be someone for someone. A daughter, a sister, a wife or a friend.
I never thought life would be easy..why would it be? But there are times when I just wish I wasn't me. Where I could just disappear & never look back. To think only of myself & not of others.
I was looking for love...hoping that it would be as good if not better then it was discribed in the romance novels!? I suppose some might say I found what I was looking for.
I fell in love, married and had to grow up. But do I feel like I'm complete no. I feel like I'm missing something.....but I'm not sure what.
Each day goes by and I feel like I wishing my life away...I don't enjoy life. But I know I should. I want something but I'm not sure what.